Loving You.....

Beneath all those hurts
Least that I know
There you were standing with a smile
That touches me in many ways
Nor could I find a word to describe
Thus my hidden soul had spoken it all

Words by Sitty Sambas

Addicted

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
I'm hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just one more time
Then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me through this

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

Life

I'm sorry that I have not posted in a long time. Life has been pretty busy lately with work. So I felt guilty for not posting and so the post that I am about to write tonight.

In my past years to date, I've been Blessed with many beautiful friends that come and go. Its great to know that you have friends that care. Its especially great to be in a community of friends that are like you. (i think i hinted right there) ..and we meet the people we love along the way. Then as it keeps going on you start a life with your new partner. Its just beautiful. But it takes a long way to get there for some and a short time for others. Yes. Life can be unfair at times but then again nothing is ever fair in this world.

Don't you agree?

Today

It was a long day for me again today. I was extremely HIGH at work. Had to rush to Kuala Lurah to get my car pass renewed. The funny thing was I forgot to submit my report. (laughs at myself) so on the way back I had to stop by Wy WY Bengkurong to gain internet access to submit my report. You don't want to get screwed the next day. HAHAHAA.

Anyway, the trip down to Kuala Lurah was fairly busy today. With cars queuing up to get across to Limbang. I had no choice but to join in the fun. HAHA. It had rain heavily earlier in that part of the world. So as I was driving along the road back there was smoke all along the way. The roads were dark and there weren't many cars along that way. It felt as if for the moment I was going down this strange path into the darkness. I was like cool! HAHA (somehow wishing it was cool). It could have been another crazy adventure for me as nothing much really happens here in Brunei. HAHAHA. Anyway, I stopped by Wy Wy and here I am trying to post something fun up in my blog today as I have not been posting too lately.

Well I guess that's about all I can say for today. My battery is dying. There goes the beep. I'm signing off...