Tuesday, September 8, 2009

The Beginning of a new journey of life.....

Sorry ya'll for not posting in awhile..been pretty tied up with my own things..if anyone is still following my blog anyway...haha...i decided to post today as i confirmed my six sense today...sigh...i just don't understand why this has to happen to me...what did i do? i keep asking myself...what did i do wrong?.....my heart is bleeding inside...and i'm sunshining from the outside...its true what that fortune teller told me the other day....my life is not so good as it is so far..*sigh*...there are 2 women who are jealous of me...thats what he said...i know of one already..that's confirmed...but i wonder who's the other one...hmmm...well it doesn't matter anymore...i still love you...i will always do..and i will always be there for you no matter what happens....and only time can tell how long more.....i love you...

Blurry..

This song speaks my heart out what i'm feeling inside right now...all praise to Puddle of Mud..

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me